sianzzz man..today is the 15th day of loneliness..when wil i ever get discharge from icu?? sobz sobz..3 more days to 28th feb..perhaps tats when there wil be a conclusion and answer from him..i wan to know his answer but afraid to know it too..sooo contradicting eh..haizzzz..

visited neo's blog..tried out this quiz..well i can say it isn't very accurate one sia..the reasons being as follows:

1) i dun fall in love quickly and easily one lor..i juz wan true love!!! i wan long lasting one aso..i dun wan the chn proverb "dun bother abt longlasting, only bother once before.."
2) of cos i would wan to see my love everyday lah..others might think tat its very sianzz..but i WANNA be with him everyday..no matter happy or sad, i juz wanna be with him..
3) i do love him unconditionally..no matter how hardup he was, no matter how others look down on him, no matter how unqualified he was..i stil love him..i was by his side for him supporting him..
4) true enough, it seems like my love for him hasn't been loved back..i had fell damn fucking hard now..sobz sobz..

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

now i shall present below the pics taken for the past few weeks..

*Thursday 23 February 2006*

met hisham for a smoke break after he sent docs to chinatown point..he is such a funny and nonsense guy..right sweetie? haahaa..


went to meet ana and monkey at merchant square after work..heeehee..a new place which they brought me to..heeheee..then we sat by the riverside facing fullerton hotel..times with them were great..full of laughter..




*Friday 24 February 2006*

ooooo..it was the last day for jurena in jootoon & co..now she doesn't have to make coffee for cb boss le..i'm sad tat she is leaving..sobz sobz..she is such a great worker to work with..i gonna miss her..


sweet hisham waited for me to finish work at 8pm..then went to chinatown point mac and had a talk with me before he RUSHED down to holland v to meet his frens..haahaa..

having nothing to do and dun feel like going home yet..i went down to eunos interchange to meet zhiwei..finally i managed to receive his gift from thailand and malaysia..its a small white purse and a coaster..i love the purse but stil thinking whether to use it or not cos its white in colour..i scared tat it wil get dirty easily lah..haahaa..


*Saturday 25 February 2006*

happy 1yr old to clayvant..went down to his 1yr old bdae chalet in aranda..met my cousin to get the present in tamp before mummy comes fetch us..


*Wednesday 22 February 2006*

my new fren, hisham..he is ana's colleague @ fren in olivia kuek..someone who would act cool only in the first few minutes..and then finally he would show his true colours - a comical @ nonsense guy..


*Saturday 18 Februray 2006*

nv fail to have laughter with neo..she knows me best..sorry i made you overstayed in the mrt..well, i have paid for your S$2.00 fine..heehee..it had been such a long time since we took pic together..









other than taking with my frens, i can only take pic of myself..how i wish there wil be chance for me to take pic with him like how we took for the past 22mths..


at sandy's 21st bdae party

my new fren, guoming..he is now in nus taking up law degree..wow, din know tat we are in the same line..he said tat he will go into practise when he graduate..hmmmm, perhaps in future when he wan to open a new law firm, he can employ me as his paralegal oh..haahaa..


my sweeties, wendy and sandy..




*Friday 17 February 2006*

my dearest daffy..guess where were we?? we were in apollo centre toilet taking our own sweet time to go back office after filing..haahaa..yah juz eating snake lah..


*Sunday 19 February 2006*

finally we are going to the Singapore Zoooo..














*MISCELLANEOUS*

my new frens..


the cute keepoh..


*Friday 3 February 2006*

the company dinner at jumbo seafood restaurant..





baby, i still love you deep in my heart..only you can save me from the devil's hands..i had never forgotten abt our marriage agreement..i hope the agreement would actually come true somehow..for these few days, life without you was horrible..though i had fun and had enjoyed with my frens, but those were only for tat few hours..

i know all my faults..wat i wan is another chance..of cos you have the freedom to decide whether to give it to me or not..no matter wat, i would hope tat you would give me an answer on 28th feb which i would ask for it by then..at least let me know so tat i know wat i should do next..

P.S. i stil love you alot..

in her own world at @ 10:33 PM