sharona yap & bernard lin

Monday, May 01, 2006

the following sms conversation made me cried non-stop..

sHaBoB: good morning..today is 2006 labour day..remember 2004 and 2005 labour day?

bObRoN: ya..but now you got bf liao and so it had become history le..all the best to you and your bf..

sHaBoB: is there any chance if i dun have any bf at all?

bObRoN: thought tat time you said you forget me liao then you told adrian that you will bring your bf to his chalet..then now you said if no bf at all..wat you toking?

sHaBoB: i hasn't forget you at all..i stil love you..is there any chance or possibility to reconcile?

bObRoN: enough le la..we are over le..everything is history liao..din you see my frenster shout out..i'm waiting for someone to come back..

sHaBoB: ok..now i understand le..you WUN be coming back anymore..you're waiting for the gal after we broke up? is it tat easy to forget totally abt me and give up our 2yr r/s? ever since we broke up, i've never been with anyone..i've no bf at all..i'm stil waiting for you to come back..but today you've fully slapped me awake..its damn pain but i'm awake..there is no point waiting for you cos you'll NEVER come back..you really make me heart break..you're the one who has changed me to whom i am now..be it myself continuing to ruin myself..i muz really thank you..anyway take care..i wun wish you all the best..

bObRoN: if you got no bf for wat you tell adrian you are bringing your bf..

sHaBoB: i wanted to show that i've found someone better and i'm living on better without you..but i was totally wrong..the actual fact is tat you've lived on better without me..well its proven that by bringing my fake bf didn't show my intention, instead it was a sharp knife for you to kill me..i was being stupid..

bObRoN: its true tat i've been living better but is with my brothers..

sHaBoB: how abt tat gal? tat someone you're waiting for? the gal whom you were with and eventually broke up? were you in love with her?

bObRoN: ya..so? juz wan to let you know tat there are people who wil treasure and dote me when you take me for granted..

sHaBoB: so for the past 2yrs, in your heart, i'm juz one who din treasure and dote you, instead i took you for granted eh? okok..i fully understand now..i wun step into your life anymore..everything was merely a dream and thanks to your heavy tight slap, i'll wake up now..

bObRoN: think back yourself..are you unreasonable most of the time? did you give me time for fren? why couple got calculate till like tat??

sHaBoB: ya..everything is my fault..there is nothing wrong with you eh..you're soooo perfect..then i would say i deserve all these shit myself..tats why i've said i wun step into your life anymore..i'll wake up from my dream..

the above conversation had concluded something..i am really a DUMBO and its really time to wake up..i'll cry it out once and for all now and after tat i'll be juz fine..the only theory and conclusion i can draw out of this experience is NEVER to trust guys anymore..FUCK!!

i'll change..i'll ruin my life, you shall see how i'm going to do it..watever happen to me, its you, NG WAI HONG BOB, who had caused me to be like this..i wan you to regret..i wun forget wat you have done to me..

in her own world at @ 7:44 PM