i'm soooo glad tat its sunday tml..at least i need not wake up early anymore..i can sleep all i can to replenish the sleep i have for the past one whole week..i'm collapsing le..sobz sobzz..having a damn fucking headache now..nabei!! for this whole week, i reached home only at 2am++, and woke up at 630am..wau lau eh..only 3hrs of sleep everyday sia..no wonder i can't concentrate working lah..feel like dozing off sia..

*saturday 17 june 2006*

this is my love!! finally i meet him after 3mths 17days..heehee..the atmosphere was weird..we din have much to talk abt..but now then i know tat our past relationship was tat fragile..hmmm..but nvm lah..its over..at least now i can move on..2yrs relationship seems nothing to him..within these 3mths 17days, he had been into 2 relationships..one is of cos the one in haven bar..the other one is actually debbie..she even said tat she had feeling for him long ago..wat sia this woman..well, i dunno lah..upon hearing this, i was devasted..tears welled up my eyes..my mind went blank..i din know wat to say either..i kept quiet and all i can do was to smoke and swallow down silently..i dun wan him to see me crying again..

confessed to him tat his pics are stil all over my ppty..he said he dun mind..but dun worry..with your words "if there is anyone out there, juz go ahead", i'm sure i'll change the pic..thanks for your reassurance..

my dear, all the best to you..may everything goes smoothly for you..jia you orh..i stil love you lotzz!! muacks..



had steamboat dinner with my family in east point..han river!! yummy yummy..well, the celebration is fathers' day!! since both daddy and mummy wun be free tml, we have an early celebration..heehee..of cos lah, their 3 children shared the bill..haahaa..happy fathers' day, daddy..

both my sis and i love taking pics..all these are taken with my phone..the rest are in her camera stil..waiting for her to upload it..haahaa..





its stil the narcisstic me!!! i love myself lotzzzz..haahaa..i'm a goner..


class today is damn freaking boring!! public law leh..damn sianzzz..all the philosophical theories by XX and YY and ZZ..watever lah..nearly fell asleep lor..no wonder the lecturer kept on looking at me..heehee..oops!! got to know two of my classmates, jinfeng and ABC..i forgot the name already..ABC was sooo haolian sia..asked him if he would wan to have his own car and his reply was "i have my own car"..nabei..this guy yayapapaya sia..as for jinfeng, he is a slacker..he has no worries for his future..he says "i think i'm stil young lor..i'll wait till i'm 25 or 26 ba"..wau lan eh..both of them are only 20yrs..stil in ns earning S$350 per mth..

dunno wat happen to daffy lately..no news of her leh..called her and its always diverted to voicemail..hmmmm..and she din attend classes at all this week..wat happen daffy?? if you happen to see this, pls call me..

dearest monkey is back from maldives!! yipeee!! i miss her!! actually not really leh..haahaa..i juz miss the present she gonna get for me..haahaa..arrange for a meetup soon ok?? heehee..dun forget to bring my present along wor..

*friday 16 june 2006*

brought jimmy down to the cafe..i've known him for 3yrs but it was the first time i met him up..well, he is 194 tall sia..wau lan eh, i felt soooo mini beside him lor..brought him down to the cafe..wau lau eh..his attitude really sux!! even i aso cannot take it..not to mention abt my colleagues who i'm sure had meet different kind of peepzzz..well, i really dunno how joel gonna screw him up further more if jimmy din leave early..haaha..its definitely a win-win situation for joel..haahaa..

this is my guarantor, jackie!! we both have the same dream..to get married..yeah you may think tat we have stupid dreams lah..but this is really wat we wan in our entire life..heehee..anyway as patrick and gang went devils and we were both tooo tired..yet after sending jude off to fisherman, we went changi village for a drink and aso to look at those ah guas!! haahaa..we even went on an adventure following secretly with those cars who "took" the ah guas with them..haahaa..but boy, the 2 missions failed sia..we lost track of the first car and the second car actually drove straight into the bush sia..haahaa..it was fun anyway..jio me again next time..


reached home at 2am..bathed and straight onto my bed..KO!!

*thursday 15 june 2006*

worked till 830pm..took a cab down to 201 to meet zhengming and weirong..had kopi with them until 11pm..can you imagine tat juz within 2hrs, the two of them had drank 5cups of ice tea?? wau lau eh..they are water barrels sia..weirong is even worst..he actually went home to pang sai after drinking two cups..hmmmm..good digestive system..tats all i can say..haahaa..the sad thing is only zhengming wan to take pic with me..weirong, you promise to take with me the next time ya..haahaa..


at 11pm, edwin came over to fetch me..wau his car is power!! maxda leh..then there are blue lights underneath and inside his car..very havoc!! i was exploring his car the moment i sit in..haahaa..we din go anywhere..he juz parked his car in my house carpark and i started tidying up his car for him..of cos i got benefits one lah..i took alot of pens from him..haahaa..after tidying up, i was damn tired liao lor..but sitting in his car was sooo cooling..told him to chat with me but he juz kept quiet..in the end, i nearly dozed off..haahaa..was using his finernails as my boaster lor..his hand felt like kang's one..the feeling was there..but it wasn't kang..haizzzz..when can i wash myself off from his shadows sia..sobzz sobzzz..

me in edwin's car with his favourite teddy bear..haahaa..his car may look havoc on the outside..but inside, it was soooo adorable lor..haahaa..


edwin was sweet lor..he walked me to the lift and wanted to send me up aso..rare gentleman already..rich, kind, gentleman, dun wild around..extinct liao le..grab him gals..he is a good catch!!


reached home at 2am..nabei..damn tired sia..my eyes were damn red lor..tiredness plus expired contact lens..haizzz..KO!!

*wednesday 14 june 2006*

went for the cheque presentation in company with wesley..supposed to start at 8pm and end at 9pm..instead it started at 845pm and ends abt 10pm..haizzz..sat there until my butt pain sia..after the presentation, we sat down tok cock awhile..shared cab with wesley, jude and patrick..we dropped wesley and jude at dhobby ghaut mrt station, then dropped patrick at devils..and i went momo to meet jo and jocelyn..patrick only gave me S$5 for the cab fare sia..in the end, the cab fare was S$7.20 lor..wau lau eh..wasted my S$2.20..haahaa..

the night at momo was cool..there was this guy-stripping show sia..there were 5 hunks who went up and strip danced..they were mascular and one of them has a big dick sia..haahaa..its a competition lor..in the end they wil only be wearing thier briefs or underwear for the host and some other gals to whack their butt..haahaa..drooling away..haahaa..

managed to get 3 new contacts there..2 gals and 1 guy..heehee..dun ask me why the hell did i get contacts from gals..heehee..anyway the guy is damn rich one..haahaa..

left momo 1am++ with jocelyn..reached hom at 2am++ and KO..

*tuesday 13 june 2006*

brought wesley down to company..heehee..was in the company until 12am and i took bus 65 back to tamp..by the time we reached tamp, it was already 1am++ le..in the end, in order to save money, we walked home lah..wesley din wan to send me back initially sia..but after telling him tat he should be a gentleman and send me home, he agreed lah..haaahaaa..bo pian lah..he is only 16yrs old..haahaa..anyway we went to 7-11 and he bought a beer lor..wau lau eh..at the age of 16yrs old, he is already drinking and smoking..haizzz..notti notti..

me and sweetie jude in company..


michael and me in company..


wesley and me in company..


was sweating like hell by the time i reached home..it was already 2am++ lor..bathed and KO immediately..din even bother to pack my bag sia..haizzzz..

had a heart-to-heart session with mummy juz now..she asked abt me and alfred..and then me and kang..whether i have a current bf now cos i've been coming home late lately..she wan me to let her know when i had a bf..haizzzz..parents are always worried abt their children..hmmm..

wanna go sleep le..heeheee..

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