weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! i'm at home..haahaaa..chao geng mc for 2days again..haahaaa..i gonna tender resignation on fri when i go back..yeah yeah yeah!!

*monday 15 january 2007*

xiao ke ai vincent knows tat i'm not in a good mood..sooooo after work, he came down to find me again..we sat downstairs tok cock sing song until 12am when he took the midnight cab home..hahaaa..he may look like a convict, not a gentleman at all..but he is those type who dote on you but juz dunno how to show it nia..haahaa..



*tuesday 16 january 2007*

went back to work again..as usual damn lots of stuff to clear..damn sianzzzzz..plus i'm the only one in the office in the morning..if i wanna go peee aso lechey..my bladder nearly bursted..haahaaa..irritating boss came in only at 12pm..wau lau eh..settled the rejected doc for him..nabei..its juz a simple easy task lor..haahaaaa..

being alone in the office with him really sux..even when i go buy my lunch, he would ask me to lock the door..each time i wanna go toilet or for smoking break, i have to transfer the line to my hp..wau lau eh..would tat 5 to 10min really make him lose few million bucks of business?? wat sia..

i'm now complaining this and tat bcos i'm resigning already..tats why all the bad points are coming out from my mouth now..weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! i gonna be sooooooooo damn free soon..haahaaa..

*today wednesday 17 january 2007*

juz went down to buy 4D with sis..spent like S$19 lor..wau lau eh..praying sooooo hard tat i can strike 4D..then i can weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee more le..haahaaa..

damn!! company called again..i chose not to answer..i'm supposed to be resting at home..I'M SLEEPING!! hahaaa..last time i would answer but not now..i'm soooooooooo not going to care anymore..i got like one month more to go..haahaaa..wil be counting down soooon le..yeah!!

was surfing net and saw the following..heeheee..i think i'm juz sooooooooo free..haahaaa..
so how bad your temper is according to your horoscope?? forgive me if i cannot remember your bdae off hand here..haahaa..

PISCES (feb 19 to mar 20) - its me its me!!

the only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry..you are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them..but when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn..you will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up..your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic..when upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone..but once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness..SO nobody can be upset with you for too long..

ARIES (mar 21 to apr 20) - its eldwin!!

nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum..but Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged..those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent..but one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast..they are also the first to apologise, which makes them easier to forgive..

TAURUS (apr 21 to may 20) - its white specs!! its ryan!!

you are generally quiet and have control over your emotions..it is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react..your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing..you generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong..you also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.

GEMINI (may 21 to june 29) - its daddy!! its brother!! its ah wei!! its cutey pie!!

you are recognised by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger..in fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically..but when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason..you must have the last word in a wordy duel..your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm..

CANCER (june 30 to july 21) - its jamie ong!!

considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself..you have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper..if someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly..but that does not mean you do not have a temper..when angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words..tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately..

LEO (july 22 to aug 21) - its alfred!! its my son!!

if anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you..but then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring..you are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions..you don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot..but your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet..when angry you can use critical language..a dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever..

VIRGO (aug 22 to sep 21) - its ivan!!

most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent..when see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand..you can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall..you should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser..you feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions..when hurt, you can also hold grudges forever..

LIBRA (sep 22 to oct 22)

did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true..few have ever seen you ruffled or angry..you are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality..you also think you are above things like anger..but wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood..your family or those very close to you know you better..you have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it..

SCORPIO (oct 23 to nov 21) - its sister!! its neo!!

of course you don’t lose your cool..but your very demeanour (manner) projects hauhtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human)..others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person who try to be funny with you..you are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superflous (extra) types..your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! when upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control..

SAGITTARIUS (nov 22 to dec 20) - its mummy!!

you are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.

CAPRICORN (dec 21 to jan 19) - its vincent!! its the bitch!! its the pros!!

few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions..you project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others..you can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings..but then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper..under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person..your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too..

AQUARIUS (jan 20 to feb 18) - its ah jo!!

you are noble and kind and dislike losing control over yur emotions..it is very rare for you to get angry..you are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments..it is always your endeavour to be perfect and socially correct in your behaviour and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst..you will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene..you cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time..

saw this note from one of my xmas present..i find it sooooo meaningful..weeeeeeeeeee!!

TO LOVE is to have someone special..one who you can always depend to be there through the years, sharing laughter and tears..TO LOVE is to make special memories of moments you love to recall..of all the good things that sharing life brings, love is the greatest of all..and having my dreams all come true, i have learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you..

was toking to dasao over msn juz now abt something really weird which happened on sunday..eeeeeeeeeee..

dasao: u remember ur mum asked u if u smoke in the toilet?? Frankly.. did u?? bcos we js find it funny that u went down to buy things at abt 5pm.. but the smoke smell in the toilet is so thick...ur bro n I was wondering whether its ur dad or not..I went into the toilet to wash my feet, then YQ came in shortly after me...then I say:'hum..got smoke smell..how come so strong? Ur sis went down to buy drinks liao rite?' then ur bro asked ur mum wat time u went down.. it was 5.40 then.. if u have smoke in the toilet then the smell might be gone very early liao..

fen: huh?? but then i nv dare to smoke in the toilet de leh..wat time you go into the toilet? moreover my mummy at home..how i smoke in the toilet sia..but i know before i go down buy, my mummy ask me to light one cigarette for my daddy..but i told her i'm having menses..tats why cannot give..then when i come up, i saw tat she has already given to my daddy le lor..

dasao: WAH!! ur dad really very 'ling' ahh..actually having menses also can light one bah..

fen: i dunno leh..juz tat when i'm having menses, i would not light the joy stick..

dasao: I noe codnt be u lah..cos tha time is already 1740 n ur mum say u wen down at 1700..

fen: then it couldn't be me wat..i wasn't even at home lor..hahahahaah..

dasao: yah then it sod be ur dad..

fen: maybe ba..i dunno leh

dasao: maybe he walk ard with the cigrate..

fen: ya lor..ke neng ba..

dasao: my gooseberry all came up when I suspect that in the toilet u noe?

fen: is it? hahaha..i was shocked when my mummy asked me sia..maybe my daddy smoke while peeing lor..hahaha..

dasao: ur bro tell ur mum abt it..then ur mum go n smell, she cant smell...she say dun have... but YQ N I very sure that we did smell n its very strong.. as if someone smoked in the toilet..I think this is quite posible..in 2005 when my granny wen into her grave...in 2006 sometimes my mummy will notice my granny's smell ard my house.... n funny thing is, my granny dun stay with us. So it wodn be her smell still attached to any furniture or wat..moreover my granny has a unique old woman smell,she got this powder plus cigrate smell with her.. so I think tis posible...
fen: ooooooooooooo..scary eh..hmmmmmmmmm..

dasao: in one way its scary... but hav u ever tot of doing communication with ur daddy?/ I think it sod be quite fun bah...anyway dead ppl cant stay long in the hows.. one day they will repost.. n reposting to a good family will be good fortune for them..that time I saw this TV show, they say ancestors will be there for 3 generations before they repost... which is equavilant to abt 120 yrs of offerings to them to get them take care of us in the neither world..

fen: oooooooooo..wats my mummy reaction when you all told her??

dasao: I dunno..its YQ who told her ' cod it be daddy?' I js hear lah but i not infront of them so i dun really noe her reaction...

fen: then wats her answer?

dasao: erm.. I think its something like 'sod not be bah' but the exact one I dunno... anyway she cant smell it... she say dun have...but when I asked YQ when he went to the toilet with ur mummy, is the smell still there? He said YES!

fen: and she cannot smell it??

dasao: yah... she said 'dun have leh.. where got smell?' I am someone quite sensitive to smoke smell so I am very sure I smell it...

fen: hmmmmmmmmmmm..soooooo qi guai hor..but it really wasn't me lah..i admit i'm a smoker..but then the whole day my mummy at home sia..even if i eat le bao zi dan, i aso dun dare to smoke in the toilet lor..hahahaa..

dasao: I noe lah...ur mum herself also say...if u really wan to smoke u wod have gone to downstairs then smoke mah..

fen: ya lor..haizzzzzzzz..dunno lah..

dasao: dun worry lah... ur mum oppose u to smoke also becos she care for u lah... u noe lah.. mums at this age always have more to say..

fen: sure sure..heehehee..

the above conversation sure made my hair stand somehow..bbbbbrrrrrrrrrr!!

shall start around looking for new jobs le..weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

in her own world at @ 1:30 PM