sobz sobzzz..my left shoulder hurts..i think i sprained it..haizzz :(..

working was terrible for me..i felt like crying sia..carrying the files..somemore my files are mostly thick de..nabei ..

eventually managed to suffer through the entire 9 working hours..irritating boss stil hint tat if we can wait for him to finish the client's meeting, then we wil have staff meeting today..*duh* it was already 630pm le leh..and the client's meeting is juz abt to start..siao one lah..

wanted to go to the chinese medical hall after work de..but then mummy said to hold on and she applied medical oil for me..it was damn fucking pain at certain parts lor..of cos human's natural reaction is to siam further and further right..i'm a human wat..in the end i kena from mummy..haizzz..sad sia..

shall go sleep early tonight..no viwawa for me tonight..sobz sobzzz..

was browsing through my blog entries and realised tat i din tok abt my colleague here..well, i only have 1 colleague wat..

her son contracted the hand foot mouth disease..she took urgent leave on friday 14 march 2008..subsequently did not come in from monday 17 march 2008 to wednesday 19 march 2008..

when i called her on tues 18 march 2008 to enquire when is she going to come back..guess wat the fuck did she say? MONDAY 24 MARCH 2008!!! wat sia..nabei!!

and the msn conversation below took place..

Rajan says:
what's shidah's number again? I have got another rashidah and I think I have been sending the SMS to the wrong person.

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
XXX

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
she said she is coming back on monday and it depends on the condition..

Rajan says:
she forgets that she has to ask me permission; I only impliedly gave her leave until Tuesday. I understand about her obligations at home; But how about at work?

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
you go talk to her lah..you are the BOSS!!

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
anyway she is having dinner now..

Rajan says:
yes; but i have to keep my temper and words in extreme control; and that's difficult.

Rajan says:
perhaps, she should just be a full time mother

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
hahahahaha..

Rajan says:
I have to put my feet down, I have come to realise! How can she decide on her own leave?

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
i dunno..but in any case, i'm already drowning myself, i certainly do not wish to do her debt recovery work until monday!!

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
hahaha

Rajan says:
yes, yes, yes. I hear you loud and clear.

Rajan says:
We need to review your workload at our meeting tomorrow.

Rajan says:
Kiran is coming to sign the DCO on Thursday at 12. Please let me have a last look of the DCO tomorrow.

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
tml's meeting wil be you and me only..

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
hahahahahaa

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
sure abt the DCO

Rajan says:
how about David's phone call and Final LOD

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
i realise tat shida do NOT cc you in the emails she sent out..

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
yes i'm abt to do it..................................................

Rajan says:
thanks; today

Rajan says:
i have reminded her over and over about it!!!!!

Rajan says:
she wanted to come back on monday; I told her that it's difficult and asked her to make alternative arrangements to take care of her son. She said that she will let me know tomorrow

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
yes i did send you tat email on claim agst thought bureau..who else would send sia..haaha

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
hahaa..tat means she is not coming tml

Rajan says:
As usual, I have to push her to do things; she has to make arrangements; so, I think it is very hard to make arrangements for tomorrow at 6 p.m. today???

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
huh?? i dun understand..

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
simple english pls..hahahahaha

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
side track: do you know anything abt stagelink?? ivy from stagelink called for her - XXX..

Rajan says:
she calls me at 6 p.m. thinking that she can return on Monday. I want her to make arrangements and come quicker. How is she going to make arrangements to come back tomorrow now?

Rajan says:
i have to put my feet down after she comes back on the leave issue.

Rajan says:
i told her that her clients are chasing me; and there is no one to do the work!

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
hmmmmmm..i wonder wats her reaction..anyway you decide then..the final decision lies on you, BOSS!!

Rajan says:
very difficult! 3 over years ago, I cheesed off a former malay staff when she kept on taking leave every Friday and Monday on the pretext of her son sick! So much so, when her son really fell sick, I thought that she was lying. And we had a misunderstanding

Rajan says:
Very hard being boss! No fun!

Rajan says:
Her reaction....her voice was low

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
hmmmmmmmmmmm

Rajan says:
yeah. i can tell myself that I have been fair and gave her 3 days of leave!

Rajan says:
she may call you to help her out so that she can come back on Monday

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
................and did she say she is going to give me part of her pay as well?? i dun mean to be bad..but even when i'm on leave or watever, i dun need her to do my work except for the last time tat urgent Brian filing

Rajan says:
which I asked her to help

Rajan says:
i was being mean; she probably wont call you as she knows about you

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
aiya i dunno lah..you are the BOSS, if you instructs me to do, i got no choice lor..

Rajan says:
no, she must learn to be responsible and learn to balance her obligations

Rajan says:
I am not pushing you to do her work as well; Because, I am more interested in you clearing YOURS!

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
i am more interested in MY work too..

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
hahaha

Rajan says:
And I cannot have 2 unhappy colleagues.

Rajan says:
Too much risk!

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
ya.........................

Rajan says:
She is lucky that I am so changed; she must have seen me 3 years ago!

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
you think abt it lah..even the OT compensation thingy, you got to think abt it carefully tooooooooo.

Rajan says:
i know i know. I should have kept my mouth shut and don't say anything about it.

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
yes!!!!

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
to tell you honestly, if you dun think of a fair OT compensation, i would be cursing you everyday ..bcos its gonna be sooo unfair to me..bcos when i stayed up late, i stayed up really to work..she juz accompany me..if you are around, she would work..and the moment you are gone, the youtube thingy starts..

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
she thought i dunno abt it..but when i caught her red-handed (even watching during office hrs), she gave lots of excuses..watever i can advise her, i had..

Rajan says:
good good. Keep telling me more of what happens when I am not at work. I am listening.

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
-_-"

~ sHaRoNa ~ says:
anyway i wanna go back already..dun wan to tell you already lah..

say me a two-headed snake..say i'm a bootlicker or watever..cos i DUN care!! FUCK IT!! i'm stating the true facts wat..why muz i endure it in my heart and let her enjoy all the benefits when her behaviour is like this?!

at least after the msn conversation, i felt like i have let down a big stone in my heart lor..at least i would not be unhappy working..at least now i juz bother abt my work..

with or without my colleague has NOTHING to do with me..we seldom tok during office hrs (was already soooo damn fucking busy)..moreover i lunch in de wat..i either bring sandwiches for lunch or juz tabao back lor..9hrs is already not enough for me le lor..wat do you expect..but for her, she can stil watch youtube during lunchtime..*duh*..i wish i juz have more time..

i dunno lah..everyone has their own good and bad points..it applies to me aso wat..i can't speak well but try me in writing correspondences and preparation of legal docs..haahaa..

aiyah, watever the decision is, i juz need someone to do the SB and TCC files..i wan to have nothing to do with it!!

in her own world at @ 11:53 PM